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13.12.2003

December 13, 2003
By Asmodeane in Posts

Fevarin keeps me warm...

Fevarin keeps me warm...

I admit it. I have utterly failed to update the site for the past few days. I have been in a little personal hell of my own for the past 5 days or so. Complete with demons, chocking terror, lakes of molten brimstone, and generally fire-influenced decor. I have a little disorder, had it for about 5 years now. I dont quite remember the complete medical name for it, for it is quite long and impressive, but it is a neurosis. Obsessive-compulsive anxiety / panic disorder, something like that. What it means is that if I get a panic attack I sorta get caught in it, like in a loop of pure, mind-crushing terror. I cant explain it, I just sort of cease to exist as a normal person. I couldn’t sleep for 2 of those nightmarish days, but finally pulled through (well, almost) thanks to my friends, medicine (Fevarin) and of course my lovey girl. Now here’s hoping that I won’t fall down that hellish pit again any time soon… Pic of the day is of something that helped me pull through…
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